You can try to keep playing these games all you want. You want to act like a little kid? Complain about me being with my FAMILY, when you out with friends you don’t even know. What the fuck type of shit? You act like everything’s all good when my life is shit. You know what your doing and you’re doing it well. I don’t want to be a second priority. I’m either your first or you’ll be my last. Straight like that. You want to run around everyday do this do that, and come back with an attitude like its all good everyday. Nah, what the fuck do I look like? A well where you can just scream into just because you have the choice to do so? Ha, yah you might say you have your reasons but there are other ways to explain shit then giving me a bitchy attitude. I don’t get why it’s such a big issue for me wanting to talk to you. You take advantage of the fact that I’m not like them other guys and I wait for you. Your not perfect, neither am I. I just want to talk. Could you make that happen?
I’m lost. Lost in a world where greed runs the streets. While others hearts barely beat. Where people could give two fucks unless it has something to do with them. A world where my best friend don’t even understand. For fucking sake I don’t even understand me. I wish one day I wake up and figure out what I’m here to do on this earth and what difference I will make to mankind. Good or bad, I hope I figure it out soon so I can reach my goals and hopefully make you happy. You know who you are and I wish you knew how much strength you have on me. You really do pull me in like an blind fool. Your the first person I speak to when I open and close my eyes. For the past 3 years you’ve changed my life around and gave me a reason. I’m not that guy you thought I was anymore. You could stop treating me like that please. I really wish you knew and understood where I come from. This isn’t me typing up some random shit. My eyes are closed and this is coming straight from the heart. I love you.
